Heyy ♥ I'm Laura and I'm 19 and in college. After years of people telling me I'm "ugly", "fat", and "short", I'm finally telling myself that it's time I forget what they say and love me for me. I'm a big hearted girl with a personality, and a "voluptuous" body, to match. Yes, my thighs touch, my arms jiggle, and my stomach is fairly round, but it's me; take it or leave it. This blog is about me which includes, but is not limited to, all of the things that interest me or define me in any way, my self knowledge, and my learning how to love myself.
Your parents are like “Close your eyes”
And you’re like “Let me see”
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1. This is a nice poem. 2. :/ 3. Come out buddy!!!jdfbbjend 4. You mean to tell me that you are not who you say you are?! :o
Aww thanks bro ♥ I liked my poem too ^_^ and yeah I know, it does have a more melancholy tone to it… And I’m officially lost with 3, I just don’t get it. Of course that could be because I’m so tired -_- anyway nooo :p that’s not what I mean hoecake. ♥ I mean sometimes when I’m around people who I’m not close to, I feel like I put on a show and act all different than the way I do around people who I am close to (like you). I guess I just feel more like myself when I’m around people I’m close to would be the point of that lol.
We get it. The things we put into our bodies can make them perform in different ways.
Eating leafy greens is probably going to make me feel more motivated to walk my dog every day. Eating Funyuns is probably going to make me feel more motivated to watch 5 hours of American…
^^^ Welp, that’s my inspiration for the day.♥ I love it. I’m sick of being bitched at for being a “Bad Fattie”. ♥
I like my poem. It’s something I’ve been sort of trying to write for months and am just now able to put all the words together in a way that I like. I’m happy with how it turned out. I wanted to write something that showed how I feel about myself. Sometimes, in a way, I feel like I put on a show for people. It’s funny because I can write about things even when I don’t necessarily feel them to that extent. With this particular poem, I really like the words I used and the way I described the two sides. I don’t necessarily feel like one or the other, I’m a mix of both, however, sometimes I do feel like I have to put on a façade. Nevertheless, I do like my poem, I know it captures the feelings I wanted it to, and I’m happy with it. ♥
Shadow Girl
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Nobody sees the real me
They only see the girl I pretend to be
The one who is thoughtful and kind
Always wary to speak her mind
The one who is smart and strong
Certainly knows how to get along
She out-shadows the real me
I put up a façade
Of the person I wish to be
This Shadow Girl
Shadows the whole world
She protects the real me
I am just the girl on the inside
The one who is quiet and easily broken
Wishing to be innocent and outspoken
Always angry
Always sad
Never knowing just what she had
I am just the girl on the inside
This Shadow Girl
Shadows the whole world
And yet
The one who is broken and scared
Can never be compared
To that of the Shadow Girl
For the real me must hide
Deep inside
Never showing all of the fear or uncertainty
That is masked beneath the pretty face of the Shadow Girl
For this Shadow Girl
Shadows the whole world
And I am just the girl on the inside
I find it funny how some people think virgins don’t have fetishes or fantasies just for the sole fact they haven’t had sex. It’s just like, ‘Wow, you’ve probably never been more wrong in your life than you are at this moment’.
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But once you get used to it, it’s like fucking Narnia
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^^haha “..it’s like fucking Narnia.” Totally true.
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I’d do anything for a back massage right about now.
^^^ ditto, I need one. My muscles are being all bleh >.<
what their idea of a fun weekend is:
mine:
how they hangout with friends:
how I hangout with friends:
they sleep around:
what I do with my time:
I’m so respectful and good when I’m around adults I’m like:
they’re like:
their mom says “NO”, they react by doing this:
If I did that my mother would do this:
and my mother says I AM OUT OF CONTROL
^^ pretty much haha even though I’m still technically a teen :p oh well
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Diggin’ the 90s shirt. Nostalgic! :)
Thank you! ^_^ It’s very nostalgic lol. I love it, I’m really glad I bought it ♥
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LITTLE DOES SHE KNOW IM ON TUMBLR
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